Wow i wouldn't believe what I overheard whilst sleeping in the living room on the first floor this morning.
(PSI: I've been deprived of a proper bed and a room for like what, two years? )
The latest gossip from my family, freshness at it's peak.
With all the shit going on about my parents being in financial crisis, now they're considering of moving to CHINA, and hey guess what? They're taking me along with them!
Well... just fuck you juveniles and seriously please use your brain to think, for FUCK's sake ( if it was actually capable of doing so to begin with ).
What's this "buying a condominium in China" I hear of?
Can you all please fucking use your brains -_-?
I'd never consent to any such one-sided decisions.
And like seriously, stop taking control of MY life like it was your own.
Every single bitching comment I hear either goes "Yea after O's Kah Kiong'll either be going xxx or xxx" or "Come down right this instant for your dinner or i'm gonna get pissed".
OHHH the gods, please please please. What is it of to you wherever I go next for my academic pursuits? And i'm not some DOG who eats when told to.
Godamnit, seriously this family is just... totally bitchy and fucked up.
I'm turning 18 this year and I hardly have any say in affairs at all.
It'd sound somewhat black-hearted of me to say this but sometimes I just can't help hoping that all of you will just die from some car accident and you know, i'll be more than elated.
Neither do I blame myself for feeling this way, taking into consideration the kind of fucking way you people treat me-.-
Here's a little background information of my family whom I don't stay with:
Siblings: N/A
Mum: Drops by the place i'm living at occasionally. Haven't called her 'mum' for years, haven't really talked to her for years, and i'm only calling her so though I seriously don't treat her as my mum. She's got mental problems and she's RETARDED (not insulting her in any way), goes berserk and haywire when me/my dad is seen in public, likes to stand watch and glare at neighbours. Her life ambition: To get rich and buy a big house that's in a remote area where no people live nearby. Now note that I italized the phrase, cuz you know that's not possible- Get real. This is Singapore.
Dad: Been a taxi-driver for as long as I knew, and he's totally bored on the job. Went to China mainland some years ago and I haven't really heard or seen from him, save from the Lunar New Year celebrations. A stubborn and unreasonable person by nature who is unable to negotiate with. Lowly educated and believes in right and wrong like sides of a coin. Like my mum, wishes to get rich someday and kind of... gambles-.-
You know, I could come up with hundreds of thesis's to explain the way things are right now.
Probably my mum did something (whatever it is i'll leave that up to your imagination) and is hiding from someone in this country.
Afraid of me being seen in public + wanting to live in a remote area = that particular someone might recognize me.
Maybe who knows my mum got fucked by some other rapist and I ain't my dad's child but my dad doesn't know?
And who knows my dad might be even doing THINGS in the mainland-.-
Well fuck you assholes I'm not maligning or suspecting anyone, i'm just saying the possibilites are limitless.
It's like... the sum of the salary from a taxi-driver and a librarian doesn't even suffice for basic needs of THREE persons? You kidding me? Who knows where that money went. Well i'm pretty certain that they do.
And you give me that kind of SHIT about you people in some sort of financial crisis and at the same time forbidding me to get a job.
You could always let me work for my own expenses, all I need is a roof and a bed, instead of bitching away about how sucky your jobs are and trying to save your ugly hide.
Face? I don't think you people have it save it. You've already lost it.
C'MON... YOU PEOPLE NEVER MAKE ANY SENSE.
I can't help feeling that i'm so much more knowledgeable than my parents, not in the sense of Math and Science but in the sense of thinking things through.
Back to the point of migrating to China, if they ever made up their mind on it... I only have to tell you that I'M NOT BUDGING AN INCH UNLESS YOU'RE ABLE TO TIE ME UP AND DRAG ME THERE.
And i'll probably end up roughing it out with my dad again-.-
If i actually think about it. Besides a FEW aunties that i know of, I don't really have anyone to depend on in this life.
So imagine a few years down the road... when my grandma's dead and if I ever get into any serious trouble with my parents...
I'll be a lone guy walking along the streets.
Zzz and i'm saying that's TOTALLY POSSIBLE.
