I have an extreme craving for cakes right now-.-
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You know, I don't like people doubting my abilities.
That is for certain.
But it's kind of weird.
When I actually think about it, not many of my talents have been recognised by people.
Which also leads me into thinking - For whom am I proving myself to/for?
It's like DoTA. I certainly do not think of myself as the best, but it's sort of like, how they keep going on and on about how pro Leonard is.
Makes me ponder: "Hey, how come nobody ever calls me a pro?"
Now at this point of time i'd like to mention this just ONCE, so you'd better get it in your numbskull.
I am NOT here, to sulk about how pathetic I am as a human being and how exorbitantly jealous I am of other people.
No, no, no.
Please rid that idea out of your mind.
It is not so.
Well then, if i may continue.
Sure, a few people have complemented on my capability to draw.
But that is far from being RECOGNISED, as a talented artist.
I do remember an incident from my secondary two days, where the teacher had asked
the entire class for the best artist to decorate the back of the classroom.
I was so full of myself - back then I was so sure that the class would nominate me.
Turns out to be some malay guy in the end.
I was like, "Huh? Whut teh fark??"
Now that I reflect upon my past actions, i've been desperately trying to get people to notice me,
fervently attempting to best my friends - be it a normal class essay, a Math test or a casual DoTA game.
So, really now.
What's the point of it all?
I'm just not like Longsheng.
No, i'm not criticising him in any way.
People are all different in one way or another.
I just happen to be more, ambitous shall we say, than the rest of the crop.
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An online friend of mine requested for me to edit his essay this afternoon.
Having done so, I sent the edited piece back to him and his reply was most unexpected.
"Oi. This sentence is wrong leh... Don't anyhow arh!!!"
I re-read the sentence.
Nope, there was nothing wrong with it.
I got thinking, "You DARE question my English standard?"
So anyway, was the sentence wrong?
Who knows.
Who CARES.
