Today was as typical a day as any other.
I'll be having my OA exam tomorrow and I can't say that I've practised for it.
I do wonder if there's even anything that i'm SUPPOSED to be studying for.
It's not like you have to memorize formulas and lengthy texts.
In fact, I'm pretty sure the whole of IQF will do just fine, having Ms Tan going through all the spreadsheet functions in repetition.
Having that said, the concern of my capability of scoring a distinction is present.
The very notion of it seems all too distant, for unexplainable causes.
I kind of feel like my potential has to be made evident to all (or to prove myself, put in a different manner), not for glorifying purposes but rather to... er, I can't exactly find a word for it, but sort of like an appeasement if you will.
That's the least I can do in return of Ms Tan's good will for perpetually yelling "BOMB! HEADSHOT!" during her classes.
I mean after all, you can't just go screwing around during a teacher's lesson and thereafter present to him/her with an examination script bombarded with red marks, now can you?
So what, am I just supposed to stare at this stack of notes and stone in front of em'?
