Kay' I know I sound out of my mind for saying this, but I think myself to be a GANTZ MEMBER!
I mean, WTF LOL!
WTFWTFWTF =.=
Believe me, I have never entertained the thoughts of chasing after a bus that's on the verge of departure - HOWEVER, my actions as of late prove otherwise.
I keep fantasizing myself in a Gantz suit, all psyched and powered up and then I start sprinting at top speed like some fag towards the bus-stop.
And I keep thinking of Reika T_T
HAHAHA I'm nutty, yes, that I am.
I am SO going to have her picture set up as my mobile's wallpaper so that I get to see her 24/7.
MY LOVE, OHH!!!
You illuminate the darkness residing in my heart \(♥_♥)/
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On a much solemn note, I find my past words contradictory to my present actions; I'm pretty confident that there're others who share my sentiments.
Here's an example.
Diana: You guys always play CS in school sia... (err something along the lines of that)
Max: Yeah luh... but after excel exam, I've never touched CS even ONCE during class period lor. New topic leh somemore database is the hardest among all, must listen ma.
Yeah sure, I wasn't playing CS, but I was dota-ing my ass off today.
Hypocritical, no?
Heres another from god-knows-how-long-it-was example; while I was text messaging with Sandy.
Sandy: You don't seem like yourself today in school. (errr something along the lines of that)
Max: Oh really? It's nothing, really... I kind of feel that the people around me aren't exactly serious in their work.
And now look WHO'S talking.
Ironically so, I am able to concoct rebuttals for the two scenarios above.
First of all, I was ONLY playing Dota after I had completed the assignment as instructed by Ms Tan. Furthermore, I had been paying attention during her classes.
As for Sandy's case, messing around and acting all aloof-like does not alter the fact that I have indeed, been serious in my work all this while - as the proverb goes, "Study hard, play hard."
However so, I am unable to deny the fact that my actions are very much in opposition with my speech.
Which leads me to wonder - What do they think of me right now?
(Though another part of me believes that they have not thought to this far an extent. )
Max, you mentally-regressed fuck, you.
=_= What am I, talking to myself or something?
