Friday, September 19, 2008

"Let there be order."

Some things are still the same as ever.
Signing in my MSN messenger and seeing JM online; he'd always send me some of his female friend's photographs and go: "How's this one? Chio?".
I don't believe that I have that high of an expectation when it comes to meting out judgement on a girl's physical appearance, but somehow none of the girls he has shown thus far has ever really piqued my interest.

Oh well -.-
JM, try harder lmao.

The latest music from my favourite artistes sound downright lame.
And I hate it whenever the the buzzer-machine-thingy(whatever) sounds twice the moment I tap my EZ-Link card on it.
Fuck.

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Someone in my company doesn't seem to be as angelic as she seemed to be before =/

Each time I glance at my phone, I fervently pray that I don't see any new messages coming from my manager.
And alas (much to my expectedness), I always do.
I'm beginning to find it to be something of a major annoyance (my phone is ringing even as I speak).
Just leave me alone goddamnit.

Somehow, time seems to be passing a tad too dilatory.
Ever since the holiday begun, I've been through so much - seeing different stuff, people, travelling around places and things like that.
Yet, I find it somewhat a little less than astonishing that it has only been two weeks since then.

I lie around, staring at the ever-stationary precint with blankness in my eyes.
At times like these, the second hand of a clock seems to move at pace similar to that of a hour's.
I ponder to myself the things that I really anticipate in my life right now.

You know, I just want to get the hell out of ITE Bishan.
Not that I hate it to such an immeasurable extent or anything, but I've wasted enough time here.
It doesn't matter if you're ninteen, twenty five, or even sixty (random figures, really).
So long as you prolong your stay at ITE Bishan, you'll never get anywhere.

And right now, I'm nothing.
If only they could just somehow, cram all the lessons into a single month, whereafter you sit for the exam and be done with it all - that'd be rad.
Why is there a need to waste so much time - a freaking year - to walk into the classroom everyday only to find yourself exchanging stares with the teacher?

And anyway, just so you readers know, I'm not looking forward to adulthood in the least bit, just in case anyone has misinterpreted my words.
Let's just say that I want to utilize my life to the extreme and I know that I'm not.

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Lastly to the PSP owners - GO PLAY GUILTY GEAR AND CHALLENGE MEEEEEEE.
C'MONNNNNN I'm dying to work out my fingers already.
GUN FLAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Ninja!


Don't pause me! >_>(lol)