I'm kind of lost.
No rather, I am.
I don't know what the hell to think right now.
Somehow, I get the uncanny feeling that my future won't be promising.
Fate, destiny... karma.
Never believed in those.
Never once envied anyone.
Not to any extremity, least to say.
More of like I KNOW of people who wished they were me.
Not attempting to glorify myself in any way, really.
Yet, somehow... this feeling of discontent is pulsating within.
Perhaps a slight tinge of fear along with it.
People say one tends to think too much whilst being alone.
But that's not really my case.
Rather, I chose to be isolated.
I don't like being influenced.
I don't do things that goes against my values, and I don't give a crap if everyone else is doing it.
People call me weird.
They label me a number of things.
It's not that I really don't care.
I chose not to.
I know this is contradicting but I'm not saying that it bothers me.
Everyone experiences opposing feelings now and then, do they not?
I do have an affable side to me.
If I feel like it, that is.
I'm not one to go around dissing people just because I'm just being myself.
I'm wondering.
If this 'me' will ever pull through this warped society.
If I can ever go on living my life being 'me'.
