Tossed around in my bed for like half an hour before I decided that I just can't get to sleep.
I AM tired, mind you.
I'm not here to whine or preach, since nothing's going to materialize at the end.
You bastard low-lives.
I guess it's meaningless to try to get my values and ideologies across to others.
No matter how hard I laugh each day it doesn't quite sum up to the measure of dilemma and sorrow I receive.
Yeah, you'd think sorrow was a big word...
Friends and family's just bullshit.
Friends just want to have fun no matter how much they deny it and families are the ones who keep on bugging you as if they really give a shit.
It irks me majorly that I have to depend on these people.
What then?
I can't just go around dissing people and slapping them with cold facts, I can't just keep to myself and isolate from the rest.
Even if I decide that I don't really give a fucking damn about what others think of me, that's not really the way to go.
And if just go along with the crowd, yield to their values even though I don't freaking mean it, then how am I any different?
I resent this world so much that I wish to lock myself up in a crate with the words "SCREW OFF" printed on all six sides.
As I said, I can't and I won't go around fusing my values with other's.
People shouldn't really be reading this so I guess it's a lot better to conceal this entry or something.
