I just awoke, feeling extremely bitter about what happened this morning.
Lying on my bed, thoughts of what people'd said to me prior to the exam feels so much as a slap on my pride.
'Try again harder next time' is just an excuse for crappy losers.
The hard fact is laid before me, and there's no changing that.
I just lost 20% of my overall IAC marks.
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On a more rational note, I'm going to see if I can do something come December the 1st to salvage things.
I'm gonna just mope around til then.
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I just remembered what I forgot to mention in my previous entry.
It's my cousin's (a.k.a. cheesebunz) 19th birthday today, and there are like mobs of his friends downstairs making a whole ruckus.
I hate crowds (who doesn't?).
And I hate socializing just as much.
Ugh.
Nothing seems to be going in the right direction, from my bad haircut to my ludicrous exam marks.
